The Absurdity of Existence

The concept of Absurdity has its roots down to existence. If we evaluate it at an atomic level then existence would seem like a very malleable concept. The true essence of existence is perspective and the interrelationship of the perspectives. Developing perspective about the objective and subjective realities of life is involuntary and is a necessity for you to exist. The day you start interacting with the desolating realities of life as well as the realities that make you ecstatic is the day you start influencing others and let people influence you. This is a continuous process and cannot be felt voluntarily but it is the true marker that defines the essence of existence. 

The perspectives that we create are based on thoughts we imbibe. We go on creating 6200 thoughts per day. Do we imply every thought in the creation of a perspective? The answer would be no because there are both significant and insignificant thoughts according to an individual and they make their choices as a perpetual process of prioritizing their thoughts and then forming perspective for the same.  

If we look into existence as a form of practice, it just complies with us to exist. The after-effects of existence that I just quoted above are the premises on which we define this concept. 

Why call this concept malleable then? It is because every individual would have different definitions of existence based on biological, physical, psychological, and philosophical approaches. I prefer the philosophical approach as it has given me some deep insights about the absurdity in life. 

The unceasing and incessant cycle of perspective leads to absurdity. Every perspective is in your own control and you're responsible for its formation. You have the ultimate power to turn your thoughts into perspectives. So, introspection, evaluation followed by the realization of that one choice is a necessity as it is in direct correlation with existence and absurdity. The unsetting part of this concept is that absurdism is a part of existence but to make your existence absurd is a choice. It is like a box inside a box that fits perfectly if you look at it but in reality one of the boxes is much smaller than the other. The delusion of Absurdity could take over your existence in a way you wouldn't know but that is the beauty of it because to overcome it you need to realize it first. 

Our uninterrupted cycle of forming new perspectives over the things we deal with on a daily basis could lead to the formation of habits and it also makes us feel the same kind of emotions over and over. 

The feeling of getting stuck or hitting the plateau feels like a common stumbling block but it gets darker when you feel strangled and it keeps your restrained of yourself. It feels like an invisible chain that's wrapped around you and you're unable to move. The approach to breaking free out of the matrix where you have been forming the same sets of perspectives is Absurdism. Rewiring and reprogramming your mind to start things all over is self-harm because you can't do it. After all, that would require denying your thoughts and being biased towards everything. Conversion of thoughts into perspectives is an unbiased phenomenon, it's not directional in the starting but it gets your own direction after you get your answers. Till then, being curious about the nature of entities is important for unbiasedness. 

Absurdity is in cohabitation with existence, you can't deny it and you definitely can't be ignorant of it. You need to feel the absurdism deeply to evolve and grow out of the bubble. It gives you immense hope to exist and be unstoppable because biological beings are existing in terms of nature. Nature evolves on its own damn terms and we need to maintain our pace too. I'm not talking about competing with nature because it would be too unreasonable to think of it in this way, as you ultimately crave peace, even out of this absurdity. So, the higher purpose of existence is the purpose of absurdity. The higher purpose of absurdity is to be self-aware. It makes you introspect and wants you to unravel each and every intricate detail about your thoughts. Its ultimate purpose is to make you wise. It does not affect your intellect or acts as a booster for your IQ. It has an approach similar to the philosophy of pessimism where the individual finds and makes its own peace with melancholia. The inability to make choices of converting significant thoughts to perspectives could lead to psychological suicide and that's just the opposite product to hope. 

Not everything that physically exists only partakes in existence, existence is anything that has an effect over you and vice versa. So, even a mere thought has its own existence in your mind that could either kill you or make you. It has power similar to a living entity, it has its own defense mechanisms and it has its own level of vulnerability. Think about it at a fundamental atomic level and you will be curious. Delay that curiosity for now and transmute it to become unbiased and try deciphering reality based on duality. Because even existence has a dual nature. One sphere of existence deals with living according to nature and the other sphere deals with living by yourself. The latter part comes into realization at a much later stage after you have been dealing with the first sphere for a lifetime. 

We still have no clue how to live our life on our thoughts that have been created on our own instincts. This is the absurd nature of existence. So, even if you realize the difference between the two spheres, you would be wise enough to give the right amount of power to the right thoughts. Escaping absurdity leads to psychological suicide because there is no escape to it so it finally boils down to a feeling of melancholia and Weltczmerz. Generally speaking but we do not even try to search for happiness in moments like these rather we jump on to conclusions. So, in order to avoid it, grabbing the initial point of absurdness and manipulating it for our own benefits is imperative. 

You can't escape Absurdism, it's ingrained. Make sure you don't fight it. It's two mirrors on your side creating endless reflections. One mirror of existence and other mirror of Absurdity. You can't fight reflection, you will end up hurting yourself.